reality again..

off he goes ...those last few minutes I never want to end.. Those few tears I kept from falling.. that old familiar feeling of bitterness, longing and love all coming at the same time... Again, we're here... We made the most of it, we had fun but reality hit and now we're back to it.. Isn't it funny? you hold on as much as you can.. make as many memories with ever chance you get but when it's over, it all goes down to that one moment..Nothing else matters but that last touch before you let go, the last glance before you turn and that last grasp of breath before you let it sink in..again, you're alone.. No matter how many promises you make and how hard you pretend it doesn't hurt because you know that he'll always be waiting, like you, for the next time you see each other..It's just consolation.. Nothing is certain, nothing is ever really an assurance because anything can happen..and that's what keeps haunting you every minute and every day you don't see him.. It's not trust or the absence of it.. I trust him.. With every feeling I keep... It's fate I don't trust :((